Nov/101
a selective memory

tobacco horn worm, speckled with fate

Florence's drawing

the husk of the host
In September we found a few tobacco horn worms on our tomato plants, and decided that we were willing to share our produce in exchange for the privilege of seeing the world at work in our front yard. But the wonder and beauty turned macabre when two of the worms were parasitized by Braconid wasp larvae. Our 4 year old was not prepared for this plot shift. One morning soon after this discovery, I went over to see the drawing that Florence had been making. She told me that she was making a drawing of the caterpillars so that she could remember them as they were before the wasps got to them. I could hardly think of a better reason to make a picture. In an academic context it is particularly easy to lose track of the fundamentals which would otherwise guide my creative action. I am distracted by nuance. To see things in a particular way, and to convey that vision–to drag a selective past into the present with insistence, relevance, and a joy clarified by sorrow– is something worth doing.
Aug/100
between oceans and rivers

the marsh, wedged between the ocean and the inter-coastal waterway

weathered salt (red) cedar trunk with perennial glasswort
While at the beach in North Carolina, I like to turn my back on the long row of beach houses and follow the winding game trails out into the marsh. It is a type of selective experience not unlike the viewing of a painting– a decision to forget about what is behind you, and to be absorbed into that which fills your cone of vision. The differences between distant observation and actual immersion are striking. Everything is crisp and bristly in the marsh. What seemed solid now compresses, and what seemed still now moves. With each crunching step I play the role of mythic monster as thousands of fiddler crabs flee before me, comical in their bumping and stumbling. The marsh is a subtle topography of low and lower, the subdivisions most noticeable in firmness of footing and shifts in flora. Glasswort gives way to cord grass, which then inches up into black needle rush. The plants tolerate varying degrees of immersion during tidal flooding, so small shifts in elevation can result in significant shifts in plant life. The marsh is well stocked with edible plants, including the glasswort pictured above. More seductive is the passion fruit, which unfortunately was not yet ripe. I saw passion flowers for the first time while living in Key West, FL. Initially I mistook it for a fake flower, so strange and wonderful was the bloom.

a passion flower, in all of its ridiculous glory

passion fruit hanging from the vine

a gulf-fritillary catepillar devouring the leaf of a passion flower


Pindo Palm fruit
Southern Fox (muscadine) grapes lined the marsh invasively, climbing over anything and everything available. They ripen to a deep purple, but even the green ones can be refreshing in the heat of summer. The fruit of the Pindo Palm is also quite good, and the tree is often used residentially for landscaping.
Aug/100
all good things…

documenting the lonesome pine, photo by Christine Amick Sarra

We just returned from our annual trip to the east coast, where for the past seven years or so Christine and I have been juggling several different projects. While the sites in North and South Carolina maintain a certain degree of magic for us, we both had the feeling that some of the extended documentation and artworks were drawing to a close. The task ahead is to try to determine what has been accomplished, and what the best forms/forums might be for presenting the work.
One nice piece of my summer reading has been The Stones of Emptiness, a book of poems by Anthony Thwaite. The selection below was serendipitously juxtaposed with my time on and overlooking the tidal rivers and mudflats of the Carolinas.
At Pagham Harbour
These are salt acres, the sea’s tithes
Drenched twice a day, worked by the crab and gull.
At low tide mud heaves and breathes
But only in waiting for the levelling pull
Each wave makes as it fills the harbour mouth.
Coarse grasses stand
Stiff before even the strongest wind.
No hedges here, or walls, or any path
Except for the birds’ frail tracks,
The scribbled spoors of crabs, and scattered rocks.
No one can tell the way the paths
Ran once, and who has walked them, over there
To Manhood, maybe, where the water bathes
Its buried church. The sea smothers the air
And we breathe salt and hear only the sea.
I think about
That ninetheenth-century parson who looked out
And saw a wall of water half-fill his sky,
The sea marking its bounds,
Breaking its barriers, inheriting its lands.


